today was seriously a loooong looong day sia.. ahahz.. left da hse before 7.30.. n end up reaching sch at 8.15 like tt.. cool arhhz.. lol.. 1st time i come to sch n find only kim dere.. lol.. hmmz. 1st lesson was with da chiang cc.. i tot she really suckz arhhz. cuz like her lecture is seriouly dead boring man.. she'll just read every wrd frm da ppt.. n like tt lorhh her lecture.. bt her tutorial was like soo diff.. it was infact fun de.. ahahaz.. soo funny.. den da otha girls were darn irritated by chen ke.. lol.. am i affected no.. was tt bitch?? yes!!! LOL.. YAY!! hahahahahz.. retribution my dear.. retribution!! anw.. afta tt was a 3 hrs break.. before we had lab.. in lab we did da bp.. must hear da wadeva sound.. n i cant hear it for goodness sake.. haiis.. LOL.. most probably cuz i was kanchong due to da lack of time.. den i just rush thru the processes.. gosh. **headache headache**.. den gt lect.. n da last tutorial of da day.. n waalaa.. we're done.. den it was raining darn heavily arhhz.. n da lightnings were soo darn scary.. was in da interchange.. n it seems as if da lightning enters da interchange lorhh.. scariee... took da bus with cheryl hehhz.. den drop at eunos n help out at dad's stall.. *smiles* cik nor was soo simply superb in mandarin.. eeee.. soo jealous!! hahaha..n i learn how to make otak otak.. hahahaz.. soo cool rights.. lol.. i'm soo darn tired now.. goodnights ppl..
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woke up at 6.. left hse at 6.30.. reach sch at 7.51.. chiong to lect.. just nicee.. *smiles* lol.. ooh well.. today's lesson was frm 8 all da way till 4 arhhz.. den dr yong.. yeah da super cute one.. finish up da 2 lecture topics within an hour.. so tadaa.. lect ends at 3pm.. inclusive of 10++ minutes toilet breaks.. how cool is tt.. LOL...
ohh well wen to sch.. met nisa on da mrt.. so clarify some doubt abt sch with her.. both were looking soo darn worn out.. hahahz.. funny la.. hmmz.. sch was alrite i assume.. as in overall if i manage to go thru w/o complaining.. tt's gr8 isnt it.. anw.. wen going hme took 13 with cheryl.. gee.. tt girl can really suan me.. sian.. LOL.. since she leaves in bishan which is like only a few bus stop compared to mine.. siiigghh.. aiiyaa.. bt i'm okay with it.. i can slp in da bus.... which i nvr fail to do so!! lalala~ so like tt arhs.. i cant really rmba wad exactly happen's in sch.. lol..
i guess my main problem is im trusting too much..
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1:00 PM <3
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wads so nice abt today?? i manage to FINALLY understand all abt da BONES.. *smile smiles* YAY!! ahhaaz.. n i understood it comepletely.. how great can tt be.. afta getting to play arnd with the clevicle.. sternum (hole-y).. lumber.. n aiya tons of dem la... i finally get it.. all thanks to da part time lab lect hu totally rawks da 2 whole hours lesson.. YAY.. hahaha.. cant be more happier den to understand things i'm soo lost for this past few dayz.. on top of tt.. thx to sangeeta too!! hahaha.. sit right nxt to a girl with lotsa experience in da hospital itself HELPS ALOT!! hahahz..-unlike some bitch hu i cant even ask a single qns.. besides.. dun worry u aint tt smart to ans all my qns.. blah off arse..- ohh ok.. then we had this socialogy lect arhhz.. seriously it was soo damn lame.. da lecturer herself was super monotone.. n it's darn BORING.. bt seriously da hour past by soo darn quickly arhhz.. n before we knew its time to ciaoz.. lol.. well at least we're SUPPOSED to ciaoz... bt last minute ms doreen wan to have a lesson with us.. totally hands on things.. n some of da girls were making tons n tons of noise... gosh.. its for our very own good rights.. tt one also wanna make soooooo much noise.... lame arhhz.. anw.. it was damn cool arhhz.. firstly we were sepearted into diff grps... i had prasana..karie n yvonne.. in my grp.. n i didnt know dey're like soo effing nicee..n soo fun to play arnd with.. lol.. cuz usually it'll just be dose talks abt books.. n lesson.. bt just now we're playing with all da diff kinds of thermometers.. the stethoscope.. yesh da stethoscope.. hahaz..n lots more arhhz... go n find each otha's pulse.. n dere's like almost 10 diff places for u to check ur pulse.. do u know tt??!! hahahaz.. well i do!! LOL... hmmz.. damn fun arhhz... da calss of maddness.. lol.. ohh yeah.. den i decided nt to turn up for da study skill wkshop.. lol.. nt surprisingly i wasnt da only 1.. shan ling.. seri n da rest all decided nt to go too.. LOL.. soo funny... so afta tt den head to da interchange n took 13 to baba's place fetch immy n go hme... feeling soo tired.. tmr's lesson gonna strt at 8.. ohh yeah n u guys can collect ur O lvl cert in da office ready..
probably i nvr knew wad were da things to expect... siigghh..
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Wednesday, April 26, 2006
siigh siigh siigh.. anw head to sch with egg this morn.. tot was going to be late... n da mrt was soo darn full.. n yet we just go n squeeze.. LOL.. funny.. den tt egg sooo KPO sia.. seriously.. ppl wanna TRY to flirt arnd also u must go kacau!! tsk tsk tsk... hmmz.. n i was sooo scared was going to be late arhhz.. in da end i reach sch at 8.35 like tt.. LOL.. ohh well.. betta early den late riights.. hmmz.. lessons overall okay.. fuad n jue.. n da ciggs.. SIGGHH.. da health promotion board betta give me some pay man.. loL.. aiyaa.. ended da day with some talk abt tuberculosis.. n ya.. like tt arhhz.. actually dere's more to it la obviously.. bt im soo darn lazy to blog today.. siigghh..
i nvr expected you to.. bt u did.. grrrr!!! get lost mutha fucker..!!
you will nvr know da suffering of dose broken hearts behind those smiles.. you will nvr know the screaming of help frm those who shows only their bold front.. you will nvr know anything if u closed you heart to everything..
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lesson strt at 12 just now.. n i left da hse at 10.30 as per normal arhhz.. took 13 all da way to eunos.. n took da mrt frm dere.. n just everythings seems to be soo perfect..my journey to sch is soo filled with replying ppls msg'es.. lol.. da mrt operator gtta say we gtta tranfer to da nxt mrt n cuz da train we're in gtta go for some maintenance.. blardy hells right.. n den.. since im already at ang moh kio.. AND kim was on da phone LAUGHING sooo hard at me... i decided to walk to sch.. n JUST nicee i exit thru da wrong exit n was facing smtg sooo completely alien to me.. n as i walk further dwn.. it gt even more alien.. LOL.. so i took da easy way out n hail a taxi n head to sch.. a journey which was suppose to be like 10 mins walk away frm sch.. made me fork out 4 buckz to get there by cab.. LOL.. aiya.. at least im safe n not LATE for lesson rightts..
hmmz.. ok.. den head to lesson 1st lesson was bio tutorial.. i swear to u im like soo totally lost.. n it's only da second week of sch!! crapps!! ok nvm.. then.. we had lab.. n tt doreen arhhz.. siiggghhzz.. nvr do doesnt mean dun wanna do sia.. gosh.. yeaahh.. we had fun learning bout da scope scope thing arhhz.. lol!! ear piece.. bell.. diaphragm.. n more.. *smiles* anw her lessons are forever very interesting.. bt it definitely comes with a price arhhz.. ahahz.. then.. had da stupid tan's lesson.. she's sooo effing.. grrrrr... soo irritating.. soo yuckz!!! hate her to da core.. well dun worry i'm nt da only one.. lalala` yeah go to hell ladieee...hmmz.. den had break.. n finally lect.. lect was fun.. da tapping incident.. with shidah n jue going to class super duper early n booking seats for us.. hahaz.. then with kim cursing at da nepal girls.. gosh dey're soo noisy n lame.. n plainly stupid la arhz..
lect: pulse... blood pressure.. wad else...
them: HEART BEAT!! HEART BEAT!!
lect: heart beat n pulse are the same..
me:bodoh sia..
kim:ni bukan bodoh.. ni BONGGOK!!!!
hahahhaz.. gosh kim....
ok then afta lesson head to tpy.. to meet egg hu've waited for 2 hrs plus.. lol.. nt my fault.. LOL.. den took 31 all da way to pw.. get dose scissors for chen ke n da rest.. n hme swt hme.. lalala~
hmmz.. i'm being seperated frm ju n shidah for my elective classes.. siigghh.. wth!! really hoping tt i gt into da same class as mugi n yoga!!! grrr.. **cross fingers** anw my elective lesson will be mandarin!! lalala~ so watch out ppl.. i'm gonna really brush up my mandarin.. n talk to u guys in mandarin!! YAY!!sound soooo fun!! LOL..
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today.. kinda slack arhhz.. wanna study bt seriously no mood to study..im still in my holiday mood despite 1 whole week of sch.. lol.. soo errmm.. just slack arnd at hme arhhz.. tons to do u know.. like clean my room.. cleam my room.. n clean my room.. n yet its still in a mess.. sighh.. LOL...
hmmz.. actually wanna go pw with ice de.. budden!!!! SOMEBODY DECIDED TO COME HME LATE N DESTROYED MY PLANS!!!! siigghhhh... ended up he go play lan or wadeva he played 1st.. blardy hells right... n i gtta go to pw all by myself.. cuz ice gtta have dinner at hmee.. hmmz.. at pw.. went to guardian to get my clinical scissors.. it cost 5 buckz plus la... bullshit.. den da lady hu helped us for stock take da otha day was da cashier.. *smiles smiles* hmmz.. den proceed to da roadshow n get some hair accessories... den walk arnd.. aimlessly.. lalala~ time for myself arhhz.. ohh den drop by charles n keith for some slippers with da stupid back strap so i can save my feet frm dose blister making shoes...which btw cost me a bomb arhhz..n is costing me more money for da plasters.. n all.. LOL.. n on top of tt.. i bought some socks tts meant to protect da side of da toes n at da ankle dere frm blisters n corn.. LOL.. how cool is tt.. i'm gonna take really good care of my feet.. lalala~ hmmz... ok.. den went to giant.. looking arnd on wad can i haf for breakfast cum lunch tmr.. cuz lesson's gonna strt at 12.. so yeah.. told mom nt to buy or bring hme any food cuz i'm buying.. lOL.. she must haf tot i'm mad or smtg.. n yeahh.. at da end of da day.. i had emptied my pocket.. n further empty my back acc.. how nice.. **must smile**HAHAHAz.. ohh well betta get going. nights ppl.. n happy schling to dose hu're just going to strt deir 1st day of life on poly/PSB..!!!
dere wont be angels if dere isnt any devils!!! LOL!!!
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2:44 PM <3
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a whole week of sch has past.. n hows it been?? so far so good.. lalala~ looking forward to nxt week's lesson.. yeeaah totally.. den can play with da microscope.. can play with da disected manequin.. can play with like tons of stuff arhhz.. bt for now.. before i even think of playing with all dose stuffz.. i betta get all my facts rights.. skali play play.. da lect come n ask wad is this n tt.. i die.. lol.. and i tink i betta strt off with bio...hahaz.. got like soo many new terms.. why cant they just use simple english term.. wont tt make it easier for everyone.. siighh.. i'm strting to miss maths.. probably i shld go n take some maths part time course.. LOL.. like i haven had enuff on my hands arhhz...
nobody's at hme except for immy right now.. probably i shld go n strt my revision now.. byess..
why does it hafta turn out like this.. im lost.. n confused.. turn back time n give me back wad i had...
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lessons strt at 1 just now.. lol.. bt no.. i didnt get to wake up late.. lol.. gtta go dwn to CS to sign some blardy paper.. kakak wan me to go dwn yest!!! crazie arhhz.. anw.. i went dwn just now.. kak salmah was alone.. n dey're suffering dere.. lol.. damn funny.. i was like.. lucky i'm soo out of dere!! LOL... ooh well.. afta tt took 76 to paya lebar den da mrt frm dere all da way to YCK.. first lesson was lab for 2 whole hours.. WE'RE NT LATE THIS TIME!!! yay!!! lol.. so dun nd do da summary!! lol.. anw how can we be late.. we met like at hour before da class strt!! guai rights.. LOL... anw.. afta tt we had lect.. hmmz.. da lesson wen alrights.. sat nxt to yoga.. da 4 of us was seperated cuz we're dismissed late frm lab.. anw yeahh.. yoga doesnt seems like his usual self.. scarie sehhz.. was saying he doesnt haf any interest in nR nemore.. aiiyoo.. den tt mugi.. flirting arnd only.. gosh... ohh yeah.. was asking how come yoga was like tt arhhz.. his reply was.. how come ppl in my class all buy all da t/b.. i tink he damn kanchong.. lol.. quite funny la arhhz..
hmmz... afta lect.. we gt an hour's break.. da minahs went out to da shelter.. to wad.. go find out urself.. den kim n me.. go to da food junction n makan.. n we're joined by hoi yan.. teresa n anotha girl with a chinese name which i've kindly frgtten her namee.. LOL.. den we're joined agn by shan ling.. n da rest arhhz.. god.. n we're almost late for tutorial!! hahahaz.. actually both kim n me wanna go up 1st arhhz.. cuz like dey are all walking soo slowly.. so we took da lift all da way to level 5 at block A to find out tt we cant go thru block A.. so we took back da lift dwn to lvl 2.. run afta da rest of dem.. n pretend as if ntg happen.. damn blardy funny arhhz.. da tutorial was okayz.. abit.. ermz.. planning planning.. 1 major lesson i learnt today.. nursing course nds tons n tons of S1... ---->$.. lol.. no wonder dey have all dose sponsors arnd.. HAHAHA...
anw i seriously dunno wad had happen.. wad happen.. n wads going to happen to u my dear.. goshh.. haven been seeing u arnd for like at least 1 yr plus.. 2 yrss??.. n once i see u.. u're like tt ready.. i mean i dun expect u to be da super guai girl.. bt i seriously dun expect u to be like tt.. you were like tt before.. bt u changed.. n now u're back to wad u used to be... sometime i just had hope.. tt i cld turn back time.. n change hu u are back then.. probably u wldnt turn out to be like this.. i'm just damn damn dissapointed in u.. da once bubbly n super lame u.. its nt even on ur air muke anymore... haiiss...i dunno if this means goodbye.. i simply hope nott.. i cry cuz time just simply passes to fast.. i nd more time for myself.. to enjoy.. for fun peace luffter n joy.. goshh... ware are all dose timee...
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12:36 PM <3
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i frgt to wrote bout my outing with eunice yest.. hahaz.. firstly wanna apologised to her arhhz.. cuz i was like an hour plus late i tink.. cuz i gtta talk to da mentors arhhz.. anw.. head for bugis..she gtta fix her specs.. n i gtta get a new bag to fit all my lec notes... so yeahh.. den we eat.. den walk walk walk arhz.. den kinda pissed with da taxi driver. abit crappy arhhz.. aiya.. nvm arhhz.. if he wanna cheat ppl.. den othas will cheat him back.. i believe in karma.. anw like tt only.. HAHAHz...
today.. i gtta wake up like super duper early cuz my lec strt at 8.. blardy hells rightss... haiis.. ohh well. so i left da hse at 6.30 or so.. took mrt.. n reach sch at 7.45.. LOL.. kim was msgin ware are u.. lol.. we gt like 4 hrs of lect.. haiiss.. da last 2 i was seriously falling aslp arhhz.. n i didnt pay attention to da rib bones n wadeva bones he was talking abt.. lol.. nvm tutorial can pay attention le arhhz.. LOL.. i was soo seriously damn worn out arhhz.. da e-plaza thing was as agn damn crappy.. bt den agn.. if we nvr did it just now i'd be crying for help!!! hahahahaz... then gt this nursing skills thing.. quite ok arhhz.. its abt communication or smtg like tt arhhz. den watched a video on non verbal n verbal expression... hmmz.. ohh yeah!! i met kat ma'am n joan ma'am just now.. both in third yrs this yr. gosh.. which means only left like 6 mths more to see dem.. sob sobx.. n i didnt get to see U!!! aiyoooooo..... hahah!!! anw still got wad.. ohh yeah i sign up for da wrkshop thing.. n i didnt bother to join any cca la arhhz.. lol.. well all da best kim n shan ling to be in foreign bodies.. shake tt thing...!!!! hahahz.. erm ohh yeahh.. i learn a chinese phrase today during my 3 hrs break... wo shi nadirah..wo ai si wo zhi ji.. lol!! good or nt.. HAHAHHAHAz....
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10:37 AM <3
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morn.. totally cant wake up.. seriously i cant.. lol...was feeling darn tired... bt anyway gtta wake up arhh nd to send imran to sch.. n den meet up egg to go sch.. was in a rush to leave da hse arhhz.. den egg was at da void deck ready.. so go send immy to sch 1st ah. den at da bus stop met ms cynthia.. lol. had a chat with her till her bus came.. lol.. hmmz.. ok den 13 came.. den took to eunos.. den egg alight at tpy.. n i alight at yck arhhz.. walk to sch.. my legs hurt.. blisters.. grrr... anw... today da 2 minahs are early.. den afta i came kim arrived.. den we chiong to lab.. can u imagine it.. we're like da 1st 4 ppl to arrive.. LOL.. damn funy arhhz.. den slowly slowly da class arrive.. we all just sat outside da lab waiting.. lucky da whole stretch is like air-con-ed.. lol.. den wen da lecturer opened da door.. shidah was da 1st one to get up n ran into da classroom!!! damn damn funny.. LOL.. lab we learnt more abt da disection of da body parts.. as in like da diff disection stuff la.. den we gtta play with da microscope.. hahaha.. wen dismissed.. me.. shidah.. ju.. n kim.. chiong like hell to lect theater.. why?? in order to get a really nicee seats.. LOL.. damn funny la.. we go into anotha stretch of room.. just to run dwn da whole aisle.. n squeeze past like a whole bunch of students to be da 1st few students to enter da theater... godd.. we're like even more kanchong den da china girlss..lol LOL!!!! bt seriously if we nvr chiong. later da ppl go n reserve place for this friend.. for tt friend.. den we all no place to seat.. haiis.. anw.. da lect was booring.. seriously.. haiya nvm.. it touch on da topic of suicide n all..-sociology- hmmz.. den me n kim went to da bookshop.. since we gt no more lessons arhhz.. to find tt da only book i'm considering of buying is out of stock.. den we went to club crawl.. err.. see da cca's.. didnt sign up for any.. bt stayed on to watch da foreign bodies.. its like i said before.. awesome.. simply terrific.. erm.. den followed mugi to see nisa n ask bout da bonding thing.. lucky arhh.. i've been wanting to ask someone abt it.. den like wanna ask nisa.. bt nvr get a chance to see her in sch.. den anw met with yoga too.. gawd tt 2.. hrd stories abt mugi's childhood!!! LOL!!! damn funny arhhz.. nisa was luffing like wad sia!! AHAHAHAHz.. gawd..
ooh yeahh.. aliah's in nursing too.. n so is this mantao girl.. i really really frgt her name paiseh.. bt i rmbed her face crystal clear.. rc one.. frm platoon 2.. in ulp04.. HAHAHAHz.. cool arhhz.. den midori is also in nyp!!! lalala~ saw her yest!!! LOL.. aahhh.. life's getting betta.. i tink.. I HOPe.. hahahaz..
**to dose hu know... pls pls.. shut up... aiyooo.. lol...
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006
today's lesson strt at 9.. so me.. ju.. shidah.. n kim decided to meet up.. den tt ju.. i tink hisap too much.. make us all late.. grrr... n we gtta make summary out of da whole day's lesson.. how nicee.. bt its ok.. cuz da lesson is damn fun... n i seriously dun mind summarizing it la.. LOL...
anw.. morn.. gosh.. its damn... ermms.. unexpected arhhz.. seriously.. i wldnt be wearing skirt n bring tt stupid bag if it's already been planned.. lol.. aiyaa... bt anw.. managed to reached sch exactly on time.. bt da otha 2 minah's haven turn up.. so yeahh.. waited with kim.. n my legs were trembling!! wth!! gosshhh.. n FUAD!!! u skipped LECT ON THE SECOND DAY OF SCH!!!!! GODD!!! lol...
hmmz.. had lab... n 2 lects just now.. n we learnt more bout da lab stuff arhhz.. den communication skills.. n BONES!!! lol!! damn.. da lect brought a real skull into class.. n was like saying this skull looks like it belongs to a lady.. den kim was already planning put candles at da eye sockets... put dunno wad at da nosee n mouth sockets..KIM!!! hahahaz.. n da lect also told us tt he had to buy a real skeleton wen he was a student n keep it in his bedroom.. how nicee.. at night.. u'll have a friend to chat with.. hahahhaz...
our txtbooks are sooooo darn thick.. n ex.. seriously.. 1 txtbk cost 65 buckz.. da otha 40 plus.. n anotha wrkbk 40 plus excluding da binded stuffz arh which are da 26.10..hahaha.. looks like i seriously nd da help of da bonded thing.. if nt i doubt i can handle all these cost myelf.. haiss..
to tink tt its only da second day of sch.. hahahaz..!! seriously.. thank you.. **all smiles**
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12:41 PM <3
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my very first day of sch.. ahhahaz.. decided to meet up with ju n shidah.. for breakfast at ang moh kio first arhhz.. bt last minit shidah gtta go n help her friend with some admin stuff.. so left me n ju... n fuad came aloong too.. since he dun wanna go to sch alone.. hahaaz..soooo we head to mac.. yeah.. mac's.. n deres like a whole grp of makciks dere.. in da morn.. lol!! damn funny.. ok so we ate.. afta tt we went off to take a bus to sch arhhz.. n ju told me abt her life story.. damn.. errrrr.. dunno arhhz... lol... fuad was late for his lab.. cuz we like take our own swt time for everything.. lol.. we're late for our library orientation too!! hahah.. bt tt's ok. cuz da whole class was too.. LOL... at e-plaza was damn boring arhh seriously.. didnt know wth da women talking abt.. den she lucky gt all da mentors arnd.. hahahah.... okay.. den tour arnd da library tt was interesting.. gt like soo many new things tt hafta TRY OUT!!! hahahahhaz... den we gt like 20 mins break.. n da canteen was sooooooo damn packed.. n thx egg for telling me in poly buying food is like war ONLY AFTA i WAS in DA canteen!! wth!! lol... ermz. den had tutorial.. tt dr loo really remind me of mr heng man... just gt tt weird thing arhh.. bt he's perfectly straight.. lol!! erm den had lab... man i nkow how to operate da hospital bed man!! lol!! so anyone hu's landing up in hospital pls kindly inform me.. so i can go n play with da bed!!! LOL!!!!! ok ok i'm getting crazier.. lol..
k.. den i gt like tons of sms arhh.. dunno why lorhhz... lol.. suddenly ppl all wannna suan me rights.. so i take like 1 whole hr to reply dose sms's.. cuz like in btwn lesson.. gt 5 mins to find da classroom.. den gtta reply to dose sms's.. god!!! hahahz... sch was overall fun.. the begining of a new journey.. -smiles-
anw.. i'm like soooooooo surrounded with smokers!!! so my dear friends out dere.. pls dun influence me ok!! smoking kills..
every puff takes 11 sec off ur life!!!!!!!!
ohh n i finally get to like talk to this NR04 guy.. lol.. cool man.. gt a senior is NR05.. a senior in NR04.. wad more can i ask for.. lalala~
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12:40 PM <3
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smone soo nice scream sooo loud to wake me up in da morning.. haiis.. anws.. decided to stay mumm da whole day.. or at least to dem.. bt knowing me.. im like soo damn forgiving lorhz ** rightss** lol... awhile later afta chilled dwn everything's normal..
anw.. yest was sooo darn sucky arhhz.. seriously.. quarelled with bro agn.. we're like having nvr endless quarels sia.. heck him.. a philosophy i learn frm sumware.. da more calm u seems to be.. da angrier da oppose will be.. get it.. lol.. so yeahh.. simply decided nt to entertain him with his usual crapz.. n den afta he finally shut up.. it sets me thinking.. HAHAHHAz.. always like tt.. n i wonder.. why has my life suddenly bcum like this...soo filled with uncertainties.. i mean.. it's meant to be right.. bt now.. it seems to get even more servere..
anw.. dad sent me n immy off to baba's place.. den strt doing all da stuff arhhz. den wen nana came back frm shopping.. n afta da break.. we cont arhhz.. n tt girl.. all out of da sudden give out strips of post it.. den i decided to just play arnd it n paste it on my ears n pretend it was earing.. den amalia paste it on her cheecks dere.. as if dey were whiskers!!! hahahah.. damn cute!! n shot snaps of it with my phone.. bt until i know how to upload picts frm my phone to my com.. it shall stay in my phone la arhhz.. lol..
smtyms i just wish to vanish frm this world.. saves everyone frm the problem tt i seems to always be causing.. haiis.. tmr strt of sch ready.. hmms.. wish me luck.. im sure i'll be needing lots of dose.. nights ppl..
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1:40 PM <3
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snaps frm yest's outing...
all of us..
anotha snapp...
*smiles*
zj's acting cutee?? lol!!!!!
cia tried to kiss agn!! hahahahz...
*punch*
*punch* *slap* *poke* LOL!!!
dey swam despite da rain.. hmms...
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6:44 AM <3
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since i didnt getta slp till like dunno wad time yest night.. i was super lethargic this morn since mom woke me up at eight plus.. gee... den arnd like 3 plus den go n meet sha.. cia.. des.. zJ.. Zh... kW.. dey're dere at arnd 1 plus lorhh.. n i was intending to bring immy go along since nobody at hme.. budden it rained.. so gtta wait.. n by da time da rain was abt to stop immy slpt ready.. n bro came back.. so yeaahh.. head to ecp.. den dey all actually swam in da rain!! maddness.. betta wash up properly!! later sick.. super cham de.. den went to da arcade dere to play..kie wie set da record for da day for da punching thing.. n da head of tt poor poor thing was like going to break ready!!! hahaha!!! den des gtta rush back.. n we head to 7-11 get drinks n stuff.. *cia.... lol.. press press dun anyhow press!!! hahahahahz!!! damn funny!! we den proceed to da underpass.. n see some real "chio bu" lol!!! while walking to da traffic lights.. see some snails... n cia brought da smallest back hme.. i tink it's even smaller den 1.5 cm sia.. hahaha.... n den im head hme ready arhz..
anw da article bout da guy with 10 wives.. n 66 kids.. aiyooo.. sooooo memalukan.. ckp aje org berugama.. dunno wth he think he's doing.. he deserve to be locked up till he die!! ajaran sesat!!
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11:42 AM <3
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i seriously did type an entry bout my orientation yest.. bt haiss.. somehow gt some error or smtg.. god.. i really tink i nd a new comp.. most probably a laptop so dun nd to go thru n fro frm sch soo much due to da restricted areas of accessing to certain webbies..haiis sooo troublesome..
anw.. yest.. gtta wake up like six.. cuz i've nvr been to nyp before.. n its betta to be early den late.. so yeahh.. n since i'm scared i cant wake up... i set hp alarm super loud.. n asked egg to give me a wake up call.. hahahaz.. anw he'll be up also.. so no harm.. thx yarhhz.. hahhaz..den automatically go n boil water for da tea.. god.. lol.. it's been sucha loong time since i woke up this early sia.. n yet i did everything as if i have always been doing it.. tts good aint it?? hmmz.. ohh well.. decided to peep on brdcians hu's heading for sch at da bus stop.. muahahaha.. i still gt some time to slack arnd.. lalala~ anw den head to eunos.. met fuad.. n he was making such a fuss abt da nurse uniform!! soo funny..!!da journey was filled with crapz.. hahaha.. finally reached da sch.. n den go to da auditorium.. den lect afta lect intro demselves.. n talk n talk n talk.. god.. tears were trickling dwn my cheeckz due to yawning!! lol!! n i tink i did fell aslp or i didnt.. cant rmba.. wad i know i was fully awake during da entertainment.. it was a dance by foreign bodies.. it was super utterly terrific.. simpply awesome.. afta tt gt a super hilarious skit brought up by year 2 NR ppl.. damn funny... luff n luff n luff.. den deres a guitarist n this girl.. sing.. n den sing this song written by 1 of da prof.. n we are all suppose to sing along.. okla.. at least it did keep me awake.. den lunch.. den treasure hunt.. den prize giving ceremony.. n hme swt hme.. bt noo.. i gtta head to baba's hse.. sheesh.. my eyes cld barely stay open... wads impt.. i managed to survived on my 1st day.. tts a good sign rights.. i really hope it is.. hehhz..
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ok today last day of wrk at katong mall.. shld i be screaming HOORAY??.. ohh well HOORAY!!!! hahaha.. anw.. early in da morning kakak already called.. n i received scolding.. nagging.. n screaming frm her lorhh.. wth!! den i was like.. fine!! today i'll come at 5.. since sandar nt arnd.. n kak salmah gt training. i tot kak salmah shld haf just took da rest of day off arhhz.. claim hours ba.. den serve kakak right!!! bt nooo.. she came back.. spoil my plan only.. bt heck lorhh.. in da end i still go dere at 5!!! ahahaa.. meet sharon.. den we go to da beach.. chit chat lorhh. relax our super messed up minds.. play with her guppies.. lol.. or shld i say giddy guppies.. hahahaz... den met egg.. arnd 4 plus gt hme arhh.. den chiong to wrk.. angus was dere.. sigh.. n da store was in absolute mess!! gosh..heck arhh.. den kakak told him it was my last day just now.. n he was like.. ohhh really... tts sadde.. n he really made a sad face lorhh.. i was thinking.. can u nt be soo fake.. i only met u once..!!! lol!!! bt anw.. he was pissed with kakak!! YEAH man.!! lol!! heck my last day.. uniform returned: checked.. name tag returned: checked.. key returned: checked.. anything i missed out?? i doubt so rightts.. hahahas..
afta tt.. go chit chat for a while... den mom keep on calling tot wanna scold de.. den she ask ware am i.. wan her come n fetch not.. lol!! soo sweet.. i tink she must have tot my last day den give me chance!! hahahha.. anw my day was alright.. with da beach.. n mom.. smile..
take care okayz.. time will help u guys heal everything.. dun bear any grudges... cuz it'll only bring more pain... -smiles-
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
haiis.. i tot it shld be a happy occasion tt i finally going to get out of planet pluto.. bt gosh.. anw.. chng.. im sure u'll be damn please to hear i've fulfilled ur wish of getting out of planet pluto.. hehhz.. i cant stand it any longer either..
hmmz.. hrd more unhappiness.. dan more abt blogs shitt.. god!! u know hu u are.. just pls stop thinking as if we non VI's dunno anything tts going on in hQ.. deres such thing as keepin in touch with more well connected VI's then u.. so yeahh.. u can go on.. go back to da npcc ware u belong.. u seriously gt no idea wad life as an rc cadet is.. n u shldnt bt talking sooo much as if u n only u know wads right.. n only u've been doing da right things...pls la... we dont nd to hear ur cock n bull story nemore..
haiis... wrk sucks too.. was super utterly bored.. n terrence keep on suaning me. say today no cust.. why cuz i was dere la.. den say nobody wan anything i offer cuz it belongs to me.. all dose arhhz.. nonsense la he.. den rajah was like how come everybody's running away!! lol!! haiis. you guys will nvr understands.. hmms. i tink till here la.. i'm having a really terrible headache.. godd..
probably i made a wrong move by nt follwing da otha 'role models'.. yes i do have my reasons.. bt am i being selfish?? have i somehow.. someway contributed da introduction of da pimple infected ermz. to da innocents?? haiis.....
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i find out kakak din send out my letter of resignation!!! grr.. dumbarse.. n da nzt thing i find out.. she deduct 5 hrs frm my wrk!!! BLARDY Farkz... aaarrrggggghhhhzzz!!! wth!!! im like sooo effing pissed lorrhhz.. i didnt purposely wanna wrk for 9 plus hrs a day!! w/o breakz!! dumbell!! grrrrr....
anw both me n sandar were throwing all da expiring productz into da damn basket sia.. we managed to filled up 2 basket!!! lol!!!
stick to ur farking forte ok!! stop yapping cuz ur voice is NOT nICE At aLL!!! stop trying to ruin our lives.. cuz u're losing.. we dont show our colors to such shallow ppl like u!!!
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pictures says a thousand words..
kisses** hahahaa.. sha didnt even know wad we're doing.. anw this pict rawkz!!! lol!!!
smile. with da maggie mee... lol..
**smiless**
bollywood style!! hahaz..
grp photo..
second snap...
climb climb all da way!!!
one more timee...
siao cha bo!!! lol!!!!!!!!
sha's getting retarded ready.. lol!!
we're enjoying it RC way!!! hahahahz!!
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speech day.. hahas.. brd's 36th speech day sucks lorhhz.. seriously.. didnt even stayed throughout..gt da award den blah off...
well actually da begining wasnt a nicee one lorhhz.. seriously.. yest smtg horrible happen.. which dragged on till today.. den in da end.. called eunice i go ask her wait at her hse.. i took cabby fetch her.. den go sch.. da taxi uncle.. my god.. dunno how to go.. lost his way.. wth!!! ok nvm.. den reach ready.. go report arhhz.. den i smhow dunno how also arhhz.. manage to get out of da library n went dwn to be with rc.. haiis.. den tt nabil arhh.. msg.. sya i gtta go up n all.. haisshh.. den was talking to sha.. den i see tons of my batch ppl.. den go back to da lib.. da ppl go dwn.. ready.. it was really damn damn irritating!! seriously.. my head's splitting.. god... aiya.. everyone gt a horrible beginning today.. lol.. den sha finally came..i didnt know.. den des call me out.. den i saw her.. she did smtg which i myself will do lorhhz.. seriously.. den afta tt.. i went off to collect da award.. den bra.. despite getting top in sch didnt go up on stage.. why?? cuz he's late.. such a stupid lame EXCUSE... wth arhhz.. me n wan shan all ready to clap loud loud n scream for him!! lol!! aiyaa.. den afta tt mrs V talked to me.. den i go meet up with sha..cia.. cassy.. jJ.. kW.. zhou jia.. amelia.. n des..tts ware all da fun begins.. lol!!!
firstly went to katong village dere arhhz.. dey all play pool.. den since zhou jia n amelia cant go in.. dey all decided to go to katong shopping complexto bowl.. lol!!!den me.. sha.. n cia.. ended up talking abt stuff.. lotsa stuffz.. den afta dey all bowl finish.. we go to cassy's hse lorhhz!!! damn funny.. her hse damn freaking cool lorhhz.. n her mom.. also soo nicee.. lol!!!
den tt smallie.. say thank you in soo many languages.. make cassy's mom go to kitchen check da dictionary to ans him back in anotha language!!! lol!!! damn cute lorhh!! seriously!!! den she give us lotsa lotsa things to eat including PIZZA... hahahahahz.. sooo cute!!! den we go dwn to her pool dere arhhz..
snap lotsa picts.. damn funny!! like really enjoying ourselves da whole night lorhhz.. finally time to go off.. me n cia head to pw get food.. n top up card.. den go hme...
its like afta sooo loong.. tonight's fun is simple unexplainable... seriously... chatting now... it seems rc's getting betta.. bt will it ever be as once upon a time.. ware fun.. luffter.. n suffering is part n parcel of life as an rc cadet.. des.. everythings dwn to u girl!! **to bcum a true leader u nd to have an attitude!!!
love u guys to bitS!!! muackz!!!
* pictures will be posted up tmr la.. hahah.. too tored ready.. lol.. nights ppl..
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first n foremost.. a really big apology to toodey gookey lollie chua egg egg.. yest we're just playing la.. sorry de..mark this date ppl.. 6th of april 2006.. one of da worse days of my life.. haiis.. my patience was pushed to da blardy max by tt freako arse.. eggy's granny arhhz.. haiiss.. den eunice came arhhz.. n she gtta chase eunice out too.. how nicee... den she gtta make my life more miserable.. saying u're still a staff here and all.. haiis.. otha den tt.. wrking with sandar is a hugeee pleasure.. n den saw egg.. he's alrite ready.. lol.. i receive scolding frm eunice wen she say da msg'es lorhhz.. lol!! okayz.. point noted.. nvr do such things to anyone else esp ice.. she'll do her thing to me.. n i'll me worse den dead.. gee so fierce sia..hmmz... tmr's speech day.. mr lim called yest night 10.30 or so.. was in da middle of da ignoring shit la... den dun dare ans da phone.. cuz i dun recongnise da no. so dad ans da phone.. aiyaa.. no slippers.. no jeans.. no t-shirt.. dose normal stuffs.. anw speech day.. aiya.. had a lil disagreement.. actually everythng was okay la.. till da very last part i gt pretty aggitated.. which haiiss.. I SERIOUSLY GOT NO MOOD FOR ANYTHING ALREADY.. MY BP IS REALLY REALLY LOW RIGHT NOW... SO PLS DUN TRY TO MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE... GRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! useless piece of shit...here's my letter of resignation tt eggy's kindly written for me.. hahaha.. thankeew soo n very much.. -smiles- Guardian Health & Beauty
1 Sophia Road #06-38
Peace Centre
Singapore 228149
Tel: 6337 2766
Fax: 6338 4608
Attn: Human Resource Department
Wednesday, 4th April 2006
To Whom It May Concern:
Resignation from Katong Mall Outlet
As required by my contract of employment, I hereby give you an advance of a week’s notice of my intention to leave my position as a Pharmacist Assistant.
I have decided to pursue a full time diploma course in a polytechnic and hence will be unable to continue working at this current outlet, as it would be affecting my school work when the term starts.
I wish all of the employees at Guardian Health & Beauty every good fortune and I would like to thank you for having me as part of your team.
Yours truly
___________________
Nadirah Bte Ishak
short n sweet..
once peaceful.. fun loving.. memorable.. now a disaster.. smone pls mend it back.. mend it to wad it was..
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
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gtta wrk morn shift agn today.. n tmr too.. hmrf.. anw was planing to go off at 2.. since kakak's coming for midshift i'm planing to just leave my no. in da cashier n walk off arhhz.. kakal wont do handover with me lorhh.. see her... lazy bum.. den.. she gtta call n say she wan to take off today.. wtf!! soo damn pissed.. n sandar can only make it at 5.. n 5pm finally came.. n sandar's still nt dere.. den she called and say tt anngus was on his way n she's right behind him.. lol.. n den angus came.. n he looks cute.. seriously.. hahahz.. i tot it'll be some middle age ang moh guy.. bt noo.. turns out to be some 20 plus yr old ang moh guy.. lol.. n he's really cool abt everything.. nt a slightest bit of yong yong.. lol.. n my phone rang n rang.. den da store phone rang.. n im doing da store walk with him.. god..n finally wen we're done da phone rang.. n haiiss.. screaming in my ears.. my blood boiling.. bt wad can i do.. anngus left.. me n sandar do handover.. n i left.. frm 9 till 5.. how nicee.. wad a nicee incharge we haf.. i dun doubt tmr will be da same..
ohh yarhz.. talked to glo.. she's still complaining abt li rong.. i support her arhz.. i also dun like tt girl.. lol!! serve her rights.. den afta a while.. egg came.. buy da coffee thingie.. n his lips were red!! hahaha.. glo says he had alot of kissing den come CS wanna show off!!! wahhh damn funny... luff non stop.. den kak rohani also!! make me luff n luff n luff.. gosh.. 'we only hold hands.. why?? cuz his hand cold.. dun tell my husband okay.. u all know can.. bt dun tell him' wahahhahahahz!!!! maddnesss!!! n egg was immitating how chow n chua smoke.. it looks damn insulting arhhz.. lol.. bt haiis.. dunno why dey smoke in da 1st place.. to waste money?? or to follow da flows.. lol!! den aunt joanna talk abt da weather n all.. she still wanna go buy food for me.. say i nt hungry mehhz.. cold weather.. no breaks n all.. n she keep me company by telling me her mos burger life!! hahahz. soo cute..
anw afta wrk met up with mom n visit nabilah.. god.. she says tt da doc actually cut her up when she's still awake lehhz.. n she actually feel all da stiches n stuff.. god.. n she wanna sue da doctor!! of cuz must go sue!! how can sia.. sheesh.. anw she gave me a big mogu.. heart shape one.. with small angel wings at da back!! hahahaz.. damn cute..
ohh yeah.. finally wanna thank mr gookey chua egg egg for da whole letter tt u're written for me.. thank u soo much.. da pay.. u can claim it frm mr chua himself for posting up my pict w/o authorisation.. lalala.. n to ms toodey koh chip chip.. eeee.. i dun wan tt name!! lol!!!
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didint blog yest cuz i was super utterly exhausted.. lol.. even so.. i cant even slp peacefully lorhz.. gosh.. hmmz.. dad made a last minute desicion to send immy to baba's place n since im suppose to be dere tutoring dose kids.. he send me too.. so i was dere.. n wen its like 3 plus.. accidentally broke a glass dere.. god.. seriously my god.. anw.. den rush to wrk.. its was a TOTAL BORE.. da time pass by soooooo super slowly!!! i rewrite n rewrite da stupid expiry check thingie for 3 papers.. n still da time is NOT EVEN 6!! GOD!!! anw afta tt took 15 go baba's place.. bro's dere.. so the 3 of us took a cab hme lorhhz.. den at da lift dere very funny.. da lift gtta go up. n dwn.. up n dwn n up agn before me n immy step into da hse.. LOL... tt immy la.. perangai.. die die wanna press da lft button.. anw he fell aslp withing 10 mins?? lol!!!! soo cute..n i fell aslp while watchin teevee.. mom came hme n says da teevee was watching u all this while.. lol!! keep on waking up in da middle of da night.. n finally woke up at 8 plus.. gtta get dressed for wrk.. tsk.. n i gtta wrk all da way till 6 like tt le.. n wad dose tt arse bitch gtta say.. i DONT WANNA go hme cuz its raining.. WTF??!!! wads an unbrella for.. n she wanna make soo much noise for 3 measly packets of facial cotton which cost $1.95.. god... just take dose excess money n dump it in da blardy pos la... POS... grrr... make both me n sandar ready wanna slap her face.. she stare at me.. i stare at her..den still scold me cuz of da ordering thing.. i nvr did a single ordering.. still wanna scold me.. i seriously dunno how i actually manage to stand her all this while.. my patience is really running low with her.. was practically cursing her all da away sia.. n she still got a farking damn cheeck to ask if i still wanna wrk during sch hols n stuff.. forget it la bitch..
anw i can easily say take excess money cuz gt this guy came n just left nt caring bout his change.. n gt this lady..looking all sick n tired accidentally drop her money.. n afta being told.. she had still frgtten to pick up 2 buckz one of da lower shelf.. so all dump it in da excess $$ box.. haiis... left only a few more dayz.. yet she's still causing me to make more sins to her.. grrrrr.. arse!!! dumbarse!!! tmr gtta wake up early in da morn for my stupid job.. n even on weds my supposedly off day gtta wrk.. why?? cuz PART TIMER IS SUPPOSE TO COVER UP FOR FULL TIMER... ohh is tt so.. den i shall go n get myself an Mc too u bitch... ** somebody pls shoo her away frm mylifee!!!!!
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HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!!! hahahaha....firstly.. nabil had kindly reminded 25 dayz ago wad a fool i was.. lol.. nvm.. he missed his flight.. n he's back in sg.. SOOOOO KESIAN!!! HAHAHAHZ...see now.. sape susah??!! akuuu juugak... sheesh!!! lmao!!ok ok.. den tt egg msg me ask me how to prank tt lil dearie of mine.. been asking me since god knows wen.. even accuse me of betraying... WTH!!! hahahaz.. bt anw.. we had soooo SOOOO much plans lorhhz.. one afta anotha kena eliminated.. soo super evil one lorhhz.. gt ppl die one.. n since he's sick of being da one unconscience.. he push it to me.. wad a NICE eggy... haiiss.. anw.. met at cia's hse da bus stop.. den finalising our perfect plan.. lol.. den tt stupid egg!!! wont say much of da plans tt's nt being carried out.. later ppl steal it!!! lol!!!anw.. den tt freaking egg's hp no batt.. diaoz.. den call cia's hp.. she off.. call her hse.. egg scared her dad ans.. den i was on da phone.. den she recongnise my voice.. lol!!! damn funny!! so cant help it ba.. say i gt books to pass to her.. which i really have!! lol.. den tt egg ask me run to da shops dere wait.. den he peek here n dere.. see if cia reach bus stop ready nt.. den wen she reach ready.. egg purposely wanna make her wait loong loong.. lol!! very very funny.. he go run n tell her i fainted.. n dere she is imagining how pale my face bcum.. cuz tt time i was sick inside da squad.. den my face went pale.. n she saw it.. lol.. den i suppose da FDC guy hu fell with a loud pom also goes into her head.. den he ask her go this way.. she go tt way.. cuz she know my granny's place is da otha way.. den she turn back see egg walk this way.. den she cross over to get hp.. wanna call my hse!! wahh.. her hp charging.. lucky arhhz.. lol!! den egg faster run into da shop i was hiding.. n ask me nt to pick up my phone.. den da stupid aunty realise tt we're playing.. den she chase us out!! wth.. spoilt only.. anw.. cia saw me.. den she was screaming on eggy's phone WTH DUN ND ALREADY LA!!! come n hit hit hit me!!! lol!!! LMAO!!!! jump jump jump. n even drop eggy's phone!!! hahahahhahahaha!!!!!! den it doesnt stop dere.. we kena more hittings arhhz.. lol.. den she drop violet's bear to egg.. lol!! den stand n crap sooo much dere... damn funny...andrea super duper quiet.. suddenly bcum angel already.. hahahaz...sorry de cia... make u super worried.. love u to bits okayz.. n tell andrea.. im honoured tt she misses me.. *smiles*.. btw dunno hu arhh.. sooo evil ask gookey go post up tt stupid pict!!! arse la u guys!!! slap u both den u know!!! grrrr.. its sooo distorted..!! hmrf.. lol!!!ok ok.. den went to baba's place.. tt fahim arhhz.. haiis.. i got boxed.. n kicked by him.. n wad he did to redeem himself.. he kissed me on both cheecks!!! lol.. soo cute!! tink cuz he knows im damn angry with him.. den he come frm behind n kissed me.. lol!!! okay.. n was kinda late for wrk.. cuz i still gtta go jln 3 to IBT da fryer.. lol.. n as da experience yest has taught getting a cab dere was almost an impossible thing.. haiis.. anw.. tan juin was dere too.. lol.. inspecting jln 3 store.. n honestly it was in a complete mess.. hahahahz.. swear if kam ever bcum like tt.. dunno wad to say already.. lol!!! den reached kam.. was late n i didnt ask da freaking taxi driver for da stupid receipt.. so i cant claim my money.. wtf.. nvm.. i shall adjust my hrs on da log sheet.. lol!!! die die i wan my money back.. summore afta wad sandar told me.. gosh. we spend like da whole day bitching abt kakak.. tt cruel evil monster... how dare she.. anw i was like hey sandar come lets bet how loong this full timer can last!! hahahahz!!! den tt eggy come.. ask him help me write resignation letter.. lol..SOOOO EVIL!!!
on da otha hand.. check out sha's bloggie.. totally agree with her.. rc rawkz.. at least rc tt i WAS in rawks.. i cant imagine my life in rc w/o her.. w/o dose ppl hu are my SOULMATES.. however.. da idea of showing up for rc now is just.. orhh.. nd go arhhz.. why?? cuz da motivation aint dere nemore.. da enjoyment.. despite da suffering are just aint dere nemore.. dere used to be hentak all da way under da blazing sun.. first aid in dirty classroom.. with blankets on da floor.. n all of us lieing dwn n all.. lol!! god.. its da suffering tt creates da bonding. da fun n all. its just how u look at da suffering.. n turn it into a learning journey to all.. n haf fun aloong with it.. i guess.. i miss da OLD rc.. da ones wen we all gtta walk along pipes along da drain.. da risk n trouble we took.. for every single task tt's in hand.. da old folks hme. da children hme.. god. wad happen to my rc.. wad happen to da life.. to da fun.. to da enjoyment.. to da enthusiasm tt we all used to have..its all gone..
da rank is just an extra thing..it does gives u face.. bt will u gain respect through rank?? only to boot lickeers it does..
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today's plan was to go pw.. slack arnd with.. sha.. nis.. cas..des.. jJ n kW.. den go brd for rc.. meet cia.. den go off with her.. go baba's place.. n will reach hme bout 10 or so.. den in da end.. i did met up with sha..cas.. nis.. des.. jJ. n kw at pw..slack arnd.. den sha n jJ play pool.. damn funny.. sha n jJ both soo cute lorhhz.. n des was like deres seriously smtg wrong with jJ.. why?? cuz he's acting to nice to her!! hahahahz.. funny.. hmmz.. go back sch.. n was late lorhz.. hahahaz.. ms tan aint please... ermz.. nt our prob rights.. den it was raining.. den all da contigents were out dere in da rain le.. all waiting for tt dumbarse principal.. n wad was he doing stuffing his fucked up face with epok epok.. wtf!!! den it gt heavier.. n still dey didnt call it off.. everyone's out dere in da rain.. in full u summore.. haiiss... feel damn poor thing for dem.. den sha manage toask mr rahmat to get da girls out of da cont.. cuz rc.. white u.... haiis.. dunno la.. den ms tan nt happy cuz i was damn frustated how dey can let dem do like tt.. she gtta say in NDP raining also.. training still carries on.. well this aint ndp.. its just brd speech day.. wads soo big abt it.. GOH mrs kok.. n she wont wanna see her fellow brdcianz in da rain rightss?? super duper lame... anw den gtta receive a phone call.. make my day super duper HAISSSHHH... pointless to say nething already arhhz.. left da sch straight away... n gtta walk all da way out of da whole stretch of road in front of brd just to get a stupid cabby.. cant stand it man.. n da stupid taxi.. grrrr make me even pissed off.. i shld haf just say UNCLE STOP.. n get my arse out of tt fucking cab!!! my day was horrible!!! seriously.. afta tt gt no mood for anything nemore.. n my face was ultra black already.. reach baba's place.. grab da stuff.. n wanan leave.. den baba ask to wait she take more stuffz.. diaoz.. den afta tt took a cabby hme.. grab a book n knock off for a while.. woke up watch teevee.. n here i am.. haiis... deres seriously no point of me quarreling with u!! u just wont understand.. deres only all dose negative things in ur mind for me rights.. HATRET.. REVENGE..n all... im just a piece of shit anyway.. so why bother..ignorance is a bliss.. it'll make things frm bad to worse.. frm worse to worst.. da best part of it.. you can just dont face it nemore.. do i really want tt.. i suppose i nd it BADLY....im still waiting.. n waiting to da day where everything is gonna be perfectly alrights..
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